Amateur Hour

 It's been a very long time since I've been truly active on this blog. In the last decade I've become much busier with real life. Work, family, pets, volunteering, creating, doing other work, and having a ton of sex. I sit down on my couch and think "I need more time in my day" so I don't feel like I have time to blog. Why blog when I can be doing?

But, every so often I come back and read some of my old posts and it makes me glad that I took that time. I used to blog all the time. I used to keep a diary. I've done neither, though I've tried to start keeping a bullet journal as an alternative. But how do I keep a wonderful sex blog in a bullet journal I occasionally share with others at work? Maybe I need a code. 100 years from now someone will be looking at my old bullet journal and they'll wonder what amazing things I've hidden in my bullets only to discover it was just me getting fucked.

There's something that amuses me about keeping a sexual history amongst my work to do lists.

Meanwhile, MJ encouraged me to write more. I think I shared some older entries with him. Maybe he just wants to be remembered, by me or others. Knowing his sexual prowess is commemorated somewhere.

Meanwhile, I've discovered the creator side of blogger doesn't seem to be very conducive of finding other bloggers "like me." Real people having real sex. I love amateur porn and I guess I love it in memoir form, too.

Part of me is tempted to take on some of the things larger bloggers do. Sex toy reviews, mostly. I have a fair number. And maybe some time I'll write something about my favorites (magic wand, anyone)? But I still prefer the realness of sharing my day to day sex life and I'll stick to that. So I guess this blog won't be making me rich. Oh well.