Ah, yes....

Finally, the sexual maturity post.

When I was a young pre-teen I discovered the pleasures of masturbation. Like many girls it was a miss and miss affair. I never came. However, I really enjoyed sticking various objects inside myself. I found a few stellar objects and used them to fuck myself regularly.

Despite all the sex-ed I'd gone through I still wasn't terribly familar with the clitoris OR it's function (and looking back I'm thinking they really didn't spend any time mentioning the FUNCTION in school). Therefore, I was more than a little irritated when I found this particular part of my body which was so super sensitive I couldn't touch it. At least, not without extreme discomfort and inexplicable twitching of my legs. I was fascinated by the twitching. I tormented my body trying to figure out this little spot which caused such an extreme reaction.

One day, I was masturbating with my thumb, my hand in a position where it was accidentally rubbing against the area where this oversensitive little nub was. I rocked against my thumb watching some porn on TV through the squiggles. And I nearly had an orgasm. I became aware of the sensation of the near orgasm and my complete surprised confused me. However, this soon led to my first orgasm and a better understanding of what the clitoris was. As I continued to torment my clit trying to figure out it's sensitivity I gradually became less sensitive on the sides (never the head) and it became a very important part of my masturbation.

A few years later, I was still tormented by the sensitivity of my clit. I was listening to Love Line and a caller asked the two hosts about the sensitivity of her clit. I think I was 16 or 17 at the time, whereas she was about 13 or so. Dr. Drew told her that the sensitivity wasn't particularly abnormal but that her hormones had not yet caught up with her body and that she should recognise that her body hadn't yet matured and she should wait for sexual activity until such a time.

Had I followed Drew's advice I wouldn't have had sex until I was 26 or 27!

Anyway, more recently I've discovered that the waning sensitivity I was noticing in the last year has finally come to fruition and my entire clitoris appears to be game for attention. I'm terribly excited by this prospect and have wanted to test it out to see if someone else has any chance of getting me to orgasm themselves... but husband's not been cooperative lately.

However, it appears that my body is finally becoming sexually mature, or something. Because the sensitivity is gone and this is cause for much celebration.