Oops.

This morning I was masturbating right here in front of my computer. It's where I do most of masturbating. In the living room with my computer displaying some kind of porn or another.

This morning I was in a rush to cum and get to work. I slid my pants down and slipped my dildo inside me, coated with just a touch of lube. My fingers found my clit as I played the DVD of some guy giving it to some woman.

As I got more excited I rocked on the dildo, my fingers rubbing my clit harder. Finally I came. And with a small crack I felt my chair break under me. I balanced precariously as I was cumming unable (and unwilling) to stop.

Finally, I was done, and I got up and fixed the chair, returning the extremely loose nut to it's proper place on the bolt.

However, afterward, chair fixed, I sat considering that it had been an INCREDIBLY satisfying orgasm. Strong, lengthy, and absolutely what I'd needed. Which brought me back to the conclusion I'd considered but never been able to test in a really controlled manner... that being FORCED to change something about your normal sexual behaviors during orgasm changes the intensity. When I've forced myself to be utterly silent when I'm used to being loud... I cum harder. And when I force my entire body to be still lest I fall... I cum harder. Etc. What then follows is the desire to experience something like that with a partner.....