I'll be dropping husband off at Martin's at which point Martin and Husband will be going to another friend's house. I was somewhat invited but the fact that I was more of an afterthought... if even that, offended me. Fuck it. I can handle a night by myself. Although, I admit I'd much rather spend the night with Martin. The drawback being that the friend who's house they're going to must know nothing of the fact that I've slept with Martin. And I'm just not sure I'd be able to be that subtle.
So I'm mentally schemeing ways to spend at least a few minutes alone with Martin. But since he hasn't e-mailed me, I guess that's a bit of a pipe dream.
Fuck it all anyway. That's all I'm saying.
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