Oh, BOOBIES.

My left nipple kind of hurts. I think I banged it on something today and that simply isn't a good thing.

A new guy at work made some comment about another girl's joking about having body piercings (she does NOT). He said something like "if you did, my respect level for you would go up, like, ten points." She just kind of looked at him. I crossed my arms over my chest.

He's not someone I need to respect me. At all.

Meanwhile, I keep fantasizing about Li. Tonight I found my manager and this guy that some of us think she's interested in nailing (has nailed?) in one of the trailers. I don't really think they were up to anything, however, they could have been and I would have been none the wiser. I have fantasies about getting Li into one of those trailers and tasting him... feeling his fingers, his body... I like the idea of being in the near complete darkness with him. The excitement of being in the trailer... and I'm not really even into public places. Odd. When the manager and the guy came out of the trailer I found myself grinning.

Also, this morning I was getting ready to leave for work and had the overwhelming urge to cum. So, being the resourceful girl I am I checked out an online sex story that didn't do anything for me. I glanced at the clock and realised I had to be out of here in about 5 minutes so I needed to get the job DONE. Ah, porn movies. I whipped out one of the MBL movies (as I think of them) and was done in about a minute. It was a randomly chosen movie but it seemed wildly appropriate that I'd end up with a movie which happened to involve "69".

Just watching the two of them go at it, I was suddenly back with the ex in my head. No, I didn't cum with him that way, but just the memory was enough to set me off. As I left the house I was thinking about him and the incredible effect he had on me. Continues to have on me. And I consider trying to get him to cheat on his girlfriend. Except I continue to genuinely like him and would hate for him to regret fucking me. But god damn. It was good.