Three.

I can't believe I didn't write about Sam on Friday. He came in and I experienced that same jolt of surprise and excitement I feel whenever he walks in. I'm sure he must see it in my face, because much as I try to look very calm and together it's those moments when he first comes in and I see him that are so unguarded. Especially Friday when I wasn't expecting him in so early.

He flashed me that smile he always gives me. He's got THE most amazing, sexy smile. The kind that gives him dimples and a twinkle in the eye. The one that says that maybe, just maybe, he's really happy to see me.

We didn't have too much to say to one another this time. I hadn't come up with any topics and he wasn't offering any. He told me that after he gets his tax return back he might go do something interesting. "Do, that," I told him, "And come back with a good story. Even if you don't DO anything that warrants a good story.. make one up!"

He laughed at me and told me that if he were 10 years younger... and in a foreign country he'd have good stories. I stared at him a second, because he's talked about those 10 years ago and being in foreign countries at the time. I finally said, "you saying you have some good stories you're not telling me?"

"I don't tell those anymore," he said. He rattled off a short list of places he's been, including Amsterdam.

"I've heard about that place," I said.

He smiled wickedly again. "Yes. Lots of getting drunk and picking up women. Or when I was really lucky... two women." I'm sure my face froze in a mixture of shock, amazement, and envy which probably just came out with me looking struck dumb. He headed for the door, then and said "that'll give you something to think about."

I laughed, then and said "wow, you know... you just totally changed the way I see you!" He smiled and left.

And the thing is, he DID give me something to think about. I haven't fucking STOPPED thinking about it. Three naked bodies writhing together. What happened there? Did the two women pleasure each other as much as him? Did they work together to tease and torment his body until he came? Did the two women virtually ignore one another? Did one woman drape herself across his back as he fucked the first, her tits pressed against his back, her mouth moving across his ear, neck, and shoulders rubbing her smooth skin against his own?

The more I think about it the more vivid the thoughts get. I stood in the shower this morning and envisioned him in the shower with those two girls.... was he porn star proficient, never hesistating to touch and taste and take what he wanted? Or did he hesistate... unsure of how to handle himself with these two willing women before him...

I was trying not to think of him that way. Naked. Hard. Sexy and sensual. Except... he put the damned idea in my head! So as I searched for porn I found myself drawn to the threesomes and wondering... did he do that? Or that? Did the girls do THAT?

I eventually forced myself to find something I found less captivating and more satisfying so I could get off. But it's been a veeeery long weekend with thoughts of a naked Sam in my head....