Saw 'em.

Nils came in. I didn't much get to talk to him. I was talking to another cop when he walked in, the other cop telling me about how he's "not a REAL cop" which is the same fucking thing I say to Nils. So Nils walks in and I told the guy "oops, I don't think I should have this conversation anymore. HE gets pissy about it." So Nils starts wandering around the store muttering. "what?" I said. He repeated himself. "What?" I said again, still not hearing him. He repeated himself a third time and finally I just smiled blankly. So he added something else to his first comment and stared at me as I looked utterly confused. Finally I said "look, I didn't hear what you said in the first place so I thought I'd just smile and nod at you and that'd be good enough...." He looked vaguely bemused and wandered away.

So Nils wandered the store for a while and I stared at him. I tried not to but I couldn't help it. And of course I had my silly physical reaction... my heart speeding up, my breathing more labored, hands shaking just a little. Nervous. I rang him up and he went on his way without us being able to have a good conversation.

A few hours later he came back in with three other guys. Unfortunately he didn't talk to me much. However, I swore he said something about me wanting him. Except I couldn't have heard him right. I didn't even twitch because he wasn't really talking to me and I wasn't sure what I heard. However, I liked the idea of him knowing. This time, too, I didn't get to converse with him, much to my disappointment.

A bit later the store filled with people in a way I've never seen in the evening. I had the kind of line that is usually only seen early in the morning. Sam came in around then as the line was about 8 or 9 people long. I looked at him and saw him take in the line and I shook my head. He wandered the store for a long while as I got rid of the line before finally coming through. I asked if he did anything this weekend and he said "no, didn't leave the house." Knowing he has a live in girlfriend I said "well, I don't get how you can... actually... no I can imagine exactly what you were doing all weekend" and laughed but left it at that. He didn't really respond and as I got a chatty guy coming through my line, he left. So once again I was left unsatisfied. Where was the fun banter? I think that might be over since I came on to him.

MP came in, too. And I ended up flirting with him and being bitchy. He grabbed a pretzel stick and started to hand it to me when I wasn't ready. "I don't want that, right now" I said. "Well, when DO you want my stick?" "In just a minute," I told him. "You going to close down the store?" I laughed, "I don't think I'll need to. Most men only take a few minutes anyway." I thought about it for a second and said "huh, I must be bitter, sorry." So we flirted a tiny bit more and I told him that someone else had asked about my AFF profile. "One of us?" he asked, referring to his cop status. "Yeah. Y'all are a bunch of perverts." He seemed to find that amusing. I wonder if thinks I'm going to fuck the other guy. Hell, I probably would. Okay, almost definitely would if he was a good kisser, at least, since he's way fucking cute.

As things are going with MP and I flirting all the time I'd actually consider giving it up to him. The idea of closing the store for a few minutes so I can get him hard... and send him on his way sounds thrilling to me. I think I want to feel his cock. Just to say I did. But then it's not nice to be a tease.

Lastly, the really super duper hot cop who looks like a movie star came in today. I'm working hard on not being like... star struck around him. However it's really hard. I keep having to remind myself to treat him like a normal person. But god damn. So beautiful. I was playing "Lump" by the Presidents of the United States of America and he started singing along. I don't remember his voice so much as being thrilled that he liked my music.

Tomorrow I open which means... not so much excitement, unfortunately.