Wednesday, February 23, 2005

The "bi-male" thing.

So more about Eric Price. I was sitting here watching his early gay porn flick. The first time I saw him having sex with a man I was vaguely fascinated. Here was this guy I lusted after... could I handle actually seeing him doing things with another man that I could never hope to replicate? I watched for about two minutes before I was sure my brain was going to explode from being overloaded and had to walk away.

The thing that confused me is that I've long heard stories of straight porn actors getting into gay porn for the money. Especially more recently viagra allows straight men to perform in a situation which might not normally be arrousing. I've seen it on HBO so it must be true.

This movie was made well before Viagra. Viagra was less than a gleem in a young scientist's eye.

Still, I was convinced Eric would be a top. It would allow him to close his eyes and say "it's a girl it's a girl" And then I watched him getting fucked. And it blew my mind. Straight men just don't DO that in my world. It floored me. I had to think about it.

I acknowledge that the world is much broader than what I know, personally. There is so much to do and see and be which is completely foreign to me. This just happened to be one of those things, for whatever reason.

And now I'm completely thrilled with it.

Also, one guy just totally deep throats him like you wouldn't believe. I'm so jealous. I can't do that....

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