One of the things I adored about the ex was the way he made me feel really cherished. He may have been pretending the whole time, but he was really something special. I don't really believe he was pretending, but it's possible. Regardless, much as he annoyed me personally in a lot of ways there was no shortage of affection between us.
Whereas with husband we're great friends. But there's definitely a dearth (word confiscated from another blogger) of affection.
I sometimes think I could make a whole relationship out of what the ex and I had. Just being incredibly affectionate even if we couldn't be super close friends.
But of course that's not really realistic.
Sometimes I really want to leave Husband.
But I won't.
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