Thursday, July 28, 2005

Just ten pounds...

It's amazing the difference ten pounds makes. Over the last two years I've managed to gain about 10 pounds, give or take (probably give). It was never okay with me but now I'm absolutely disgusted by myself. Ten pounds. Just ten. And I don't feel anyone could possibly feel sexually toward me. God knows, I don't.

Ten pounds. Just ten.

Self image is such an important part of sexuality. And mine has gone to shit. Now, those who know me would look me over and say "Ten pounds? Are you kidding?" But ten pounds. That's the difference.

It's very frustrating.

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