Thursday, July 14, 2005

A million ways I am wrong.

Let's start with the premise that I'm not disgusting. I know my own scent, my own taste, all of that and quite enjoy it. I'm careful to clean before sex (and generally am very picky about showering first) so as to be comfortable with what my body feels, smells, and tastes like during sex.

So. As I was watching some porn it occured to me out of the blue (and unrelated to anything) something that really irritates me. I absolutely loathe a man who loses his hard on when giving oral sex. Yes, I can see a bit of limpening thanks to lack of direct stimulation but a man who loses his hard on completely (or all but completely) irritates me. Here I am ready to be fucked and... oh... great... let's get you BACK in the mood. Hold... on... okay, you know what? I don't think I want to do this anymore.

Okay, maybe it's not that extreme. But I am demanding.

The thing is, when *I* go down I get wet. I get excited. I look forward to what's coming and can almost not wait for it.

I guess I just expect men to be like me.

I'm sure it's wrong of me. In a million ways.

But god damn it irritates me.

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