Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Ashamed.

Husband and I had a long-ish talk. I made him pay attention to me and I tried not to be confrontational. I don't think he ever really hears me when I talk, though.

He did tell me that he doesn't think a day goes by when he doesn't cry about his dad. I had no idea. This is how closed off from me he is. So sex? Yeah, probably the last thing on his mind when it comes to me. He can't even tell me he's hurting.

On an unrelated note, I'm trying to do the no-porn-for-a-month thing but have already broken down once on the first full day because I wanted to cum but couldn't quite get there and... well... yeah, that's the whole point isn't it? I'm marginally ashamed. But it felt pretty good.

Hey, at least I worked out....

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